gratitude- it's what i felt when i saw ur post (: it's like simply thanksgiving to the Lord's provision for the love in our lives...it put a smile on my face but send a shot of joyful ecstasy through my body knowing that God's guiding our relationship, reminding us to be thankful for the people and love in our lives...I feel blessed to read your post honey (:
i love you helen for who you are, the uncertainty and distance is just a test, we should continue to seek the Lord and ask for His guidance, with the Lord guiding us in our journey of life, there's no fear of going astray, for i trust Him in good times and bad.
hope your dinner went great, today i'm getting a haircut to keep it neat and short...i'll probably go for an evening run too if the weather's good (: and spend the rest of the day doing laboratory reports and tutorials...weekends are meant for catching up (:
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Feelings ... are complicated
Today, I had one of these days, when I just feel sad. Do you know these days? It's the day where you have not much to do, stay in the room, and nothing happens. I am always a bit angry with myself on these days because I feel stupid for feeling the way I feel. I mean, I really have a good life, in fact, it is pretty awesome. I have a family that I love a lot and that loves you, very good friends, that get everybody is healthy, we have more than enough to eat, and then, still feeling a bit new, I have you.
I know that far distance is far from being perfect and on depressive days like today, I might shed a tear or two, but then starts the catharsis. Therefore I hope, I did not give you the wrong impression, with the song link, I did send you. I am not sad (most of the time ;)).
I am someone who likes to think about what I have, how bad it could be and to be thankful for that. Imagining that I would not have you in my life, I understand, that would be a reason to be sad. But I am still a realistic person. Nothing in life is granted. But when I think about this and about how much worse it could be, I realize, no matter where our way takes us, I am very happy that we met and that we are trying. And that is, why I am very happy. I smile now, lying here. And the more unrealistic, romantic voice inside of me, tells me we will always find our ways to each other, cause you are the love of my life. My smile intesifies.
I know that far distance is far from being perfect and on depressive days like today, I might shed a tear or two, but then starts the catharsis. Therefore I hope, I did not give you the wrong impression, with the song link, I did send you. I am not sad (most of the time ;)).
I am someone who likes to think about what I have, how bad it could be and to be thankful for that. Imagining that I would not have you in my life, I understand, that would be a reason to be sad. But I am still a realistic person. Nothing in life is granted. But when I think about this and about how much worse it could be, I realize, no matter where our way takes us, I am very happy that we met and that we are trying. And that is, why I am very happy. I smile now, lying here. And the more unrealistic, romantic voice inside of me, tells me we will always find our ways to each other, cause you are the love of my life. My smile intesifies.
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Happy Clownface
Since I guess that you must ber very very tired today, I thought I could send you something to make you happy. And what is better when it comes to making people happy than clowns. So I send you your own personal clown.
P.S. That clown really loves you and especially when you smile :)
P.S. That clown really loves you and especially when you smile :)
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