My lovely boyfriend is hungry

Bonjour my love, how r u today? i dreamt of u last nite, making sweet liebe...it felt so real, i woke up shaking...must be your seduction last nite before i sleep (or refuse to sleep) i love u helen (:

the day will start soon except that i'm currently still mesmerized about the dream and part of me still want to relive it because it's the only dimension i could do things with you, it's insane, it drives me nuts...but i want to stay in that sweet sweet dream and never wake up...hahaha

school's starting on monday and there's a sense of urgency as i feel time flying really fast...like a 4 weeks holidays feel barely enough for me to catch my breath,so before i get pulled into whirlpool of time, i want to share with you: the best thing that happened during this holiday was that you came back from Asia tour...the best thing that happened to me last semester was to meet you, the best thing that happened last year was to love you..kuss

The kiss

In my room in Mannheim I have this poster of a kissing couple that i would like to share with you. I know it is brummagen (is that the right word?, i found it in the dictionary), but I guess, when you are in love you just like these kinds of things. At least I do.
I don't know, but you just make me so happy, even now. I mean long distant really is somehow annoying, because I yould love to just be in your arms, but at the same time I feel like eventhough you are physically so far away from me, you feel somehow very close. Maybe it's because you are in my thoughts all day and right now, I have most social contact to you over skype.
I just want to let you know, that you make me the happiest girl in the world by loving me.
I love you.

purpose in life

I wake up in the morning today feeling like i need to do some thing productive, look through my skype and hotmail , there's no new notification about you or from you, then moving on to morning shower to wake myself up, check my results again so that it finally sinks in that the grades were real, (leider) and i need to work hard for the new semester because i feel i've let myself down (once again), then look through edventure to download the latest notes and tutorials which i promise myself will start soon (which i really need to but don't get it on till sch starts)...procrastination always gets me back...i'm beginning to sound like a nag..lol

 

the rest of the day consist of events in the following order, lunch with my man-date from last nite, water-polo training in the SRC pool later from 3-5pm, finishing up on my music theory exams (like finally) get started on my floor plan sketches to redesign the wall along the corridor outside the reading room (project that i'm working on now to create a photo-gallery, sort of "memory lane") as i'm typing this i'm sitting comfortably in the JCRC office where we met and i passed u the hall 14 T-shirt rmb? haha..i'm really beginning to sound like a nag...too sentimental for my own good...

 

tomorrow i'm going to try wake up at 6am, that means tonight sleeping at 11pm, to get my lazy body back to school-mode...i'm doing this for myself and i need to remember to pray everyday and begin each day like it's going to be my last..as the saying goes "start each day with the end in mind and you won't waste the day away" so i'm going to begin everyday praying for my love ones, thanking God for givingmy life, begin each day wishing you could be here with me, begin each day with renewed energy to take on the day with fervor and enthusiasm, live each day being kind to everyone and myself, go to sleep at the end of the day knowing i've done God's will, knowing i've spent a great day glorifying Christ and loving the people around me, thanking God for His gift of life (:

 

 

Lucky

Heard this song and I just think it is so lovely, just like you. Actually the lyrics reminded me of you and me, too. Have a look:

Do you hear me,I'm talking to you?
Across the water across the deep, blue ocean.
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying.

Boy I hear you in my dreams.
I feel your whisper across the sea.
I keep you with me in my heart.
You make it easier when life gets hard.

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend.
Lucky to have been where I have been.
Lucky to be coming home again.

They don't know how long it takes.
Waiting for a love like this.
Everytime we say goodbye.
I wish we had one more kiss.
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will.

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend.
Lucky to have been where I have been.
Lucky to be coming home someday.

("So freakin' charming") ;)

He is so lovely, I'm gonna die! So lovely!

I love you

new routine

woke up in the morning first thing i did is to turn on skype, go to our blog, check for update, only then brush my teeth n wash-up...it's a routine for the past few days which i foresee will carry me through the rest of my days till we meet again...similarly i'm counting the days passed, and it occured to me that last monday this time we were out running around town, trying to shop and finding the right shoes for your sister and watch for your brother-in-law, shopping became lustig because we wanted to get something for each other too but nothing right seems to appear, in the end, weary n tired we headed back hall after ride on the flyer and then stuck in the longest traffic jam i experienced in S'pore, but thankfully next to my liebling in the world, we made it back Jurong Point, got us our duck because you said you enjoyed duck in HK and i wanted to have it too, with you (: after the hectic day of running aound town, getting lost around the city because i was so hopeless at getting around town, hahaha, we made it back hall...

i'm supposed to start on my music homework but attempts to start is so futile that my mind drift in and out, maybe i'll go a run later and swim a few laps in the pool, can't wait to watch u cook liebe (:

Hmmm, cheese (and some other tasty things)

Painting