so i sit here in my room after the exam in the morning, taking a break before preparing for the next exam on Friday, can't help but feel like i need to write you

it's been a year...wow like u said it last nite, it seems like only yesterday we got to know each other, there's so much that happened within the year. U came back earlier from your south-east asian tour after the exams, you came back from Germany after completing your exams and did internship at Huawei, I was thinking how amazing it is that we had this special special relationship that took me by surprise, and every time you came to me in physical form (I mean it as a joke, you are more than just a physical form to me of course ;) ) i always can't help but marvel at your beauty and smile, the kindness, care and love that your every move seem to exude, I'm in love with love, because you showed me how to love...

I'm the luckiest guy on earth to call you my girlfriend, I'm the happiest guy on Earth to have known u, I'm also the most desperate guy on Earth now to want to visit you in your home town, I can't wait to see you and the place you grow up, the home that made you so amazingly beautiful and sweet, I can't wait to meet your parents and let you show me your world, hallo Germany, the Singaporean boy comes next Summer..to seek his love

i love you helen, like more than words could describe, if the chance for us to meet is destined, and that seems to be the only way for us to meet, fatefully, I would like to cherish this special love and let it be known that you are everything that inspires me, I wish to inhale you and breath you in, my body wishes to be with you so bad that I may hallucinate at times, I wish to make love to you so tender and passionately that time would cease...i miss you darling

on this day 23rd nov, it'll be always endeared and remembered, when fate presented me with the most precious gift, the life of helen my love...

ich liebe dich helen, immer und immer, till death do us apart...

kuss